Sunday, March 9th, 2008
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7:05 am - New York?
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I am so updating on my cell. My fingers will be so freaking pained. Anyway onto the update. like anyone reads this anyway. So since I got Fucked by Fye I am not off to college. Eh whatever. I will find other things to do. Like once i gets a job i am going to visit friends in different states. Dru in Cali, Nathan and Tim in Ohio, My Texas Friends Of Course, un Faith in Alabama, and Andrew in New York. Im looking to ny because i gets to go to china town and tour it with my friend. also ohio because of Nate teaching me to drive a tractor woot um guess thats all for now
current mood:  annoyed
current music: Bullet For My Valentine- The End
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Saturday, December 29th, 2007
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11:14 pm
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Finally got my computer back.
Christmas was great.
Went to see Sweeny Todd.
MArvelous movie.
Johnny depp..always hot.
Fye is closing
Jan 22
need to find a new job.
Watched HOOK today.
I fucking love that movie.
Eh,thats all....
current mood:  crazy
current music: wonderwall-oasis
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Tuesday, December 18th, 2007
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9:12 pm
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well my computer died
so im my moms
anyone wanna chill or whatnot
gimme a call or something
miss yall
JEss
current music: crushcrushcrush-paramore
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Thursday, November 15th, 2007
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1:34 am
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What is it that attracts men to the freaking screen..it is a game not real life.
but then i suppose whatever draws them in is the same that draws us into anime or reading or writing...
at least reading doesnt turn you into a mindless zombie
^x^ maybe it does..sometimes
bah ok well reading is more educational than games...yesh thats it
MOVING ON.
turkey day....yay.
one week...yay
((totally lieing here))
just another lame family gathering that doesnt need to happen. iwould rather stay at my apartment watching BLEACH!
but..for some reason i go. i dk maybe it is for the free food lol
or maybe i get a kick out of seeing their lives falling apart whilst mine is slowly building more and more as the time passes. their little attempts at saving their marriages ....destroyed with every swig he takes of ale..or how they compare me to Barbies first reincarnation....
cheerleader,...college kid...successful
heh i never was.
:;sighs:: oh well ....time to dash
jess
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Tuesday, November 13th, 2007
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1:56 am
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| What You Really Think Of Your Friends | 
Ryan is your soulmate.
You truly love Jenn.
You consider Gin your true friend.
You know that Yoruichi is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Ryan for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Yoruichi is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Gin is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Dru is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Dru changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Allie is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Allie has a hidden internet romance. |
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1:28 am - MElodies
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there is a picture of jesus
and hes looking at me
im scared.
anyways....
so the move is still far off...a lil excited. i cant wait. new hampshire is so much prettier than this shit hole.
and the people smell better lol
leaving with:
helio
ipod
finance
a bestie(You know who u are)
and a new and better me!
whooooo
to mah bestie!!! you are reading this yes?
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so glad we met!
you truly changed me for the better
MUAH
night all
Jess
ps sorry kayla i had to work today...eepp lets pick another day
current mood:  creative
current music: drowning pool-enemy
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Friday, November 2nd, 2007
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4:58 pm - Getting ready
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going out to eat
then get ready for krislynns halloween partay!!!!
>.< imma fall out of my dress i can already see it happening...
so if ur going....bring a camera
if not the pics will be on my myspace
lol crazyness.
P.s Kayla wen u wanna hang?
love
Jess
current mood:  ecstatic
current music: avenged sevenfold-bromton cocktail
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Tuesday, October 16th, 2007
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3:31 am - night owl
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it is fucking 331am
where is everyone
lets partay
lol alright stay asleep then
monkeys!!
gah i need sleep
0.0
JEss
current mood:  dorky
current music: poe-haunted
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Sunday, October 14th, 2007
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8:49 pm - blah to work
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I disslike work,.
but who doesnt
neway i am gonna try to get a job in wrentham outlets..
ooo maybe work at the gap//fuck that id rather die.
hehehe ^-^
but seriousy i think ill try some stores up there.
jess
current mood: crazy
current music: Linkin park-dont stay
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Thursday, October 11th, 2007
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1:18 am - beh
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SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
saw 4 is in like ? someodd days. lol cant wait. i is excited.
::does excited dance::
but anywho. so i gotz mah costume for halloween and yall gona laugh.
its ELVIRA! hah. i definetly gots the breasts for it
>.<
im so silly.
so i am getting all prepared for mah move.
its in like seven months. and i cannot wait.
im getting the HELL OUTTA DODGE! <<,wtf does that mean anyways???
cya
JEss
current mood: excited
current music: lacuna coil<<<what else
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Monday, October 8th, 2007
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11:11 pm - ALSO!!
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more breaking news~~~~~~~
MAH HAIR IS BROWN>>>>> WELL HALF BROWN NE WAY AND IT WILL STAY THT WAY
><><><><><><>< for now
^-~
current music: WONDERBOY0 tenacious d
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11:07 pm - halloween is coming....
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OK so...this year on halloween i am:
weekend of halloween~~~going to haunted hill
day before halloween~~~~~~~~going to salem.mass
day of halloween~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~CANDAY!!!!!
so it looks fun huh!! well who wants to come with. i have room for like 2 or 3 more people......seriously anyone wanna come i am all for it!
ttyl,
JEss
current mood: creative
current music: tenacious d-tribute
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1:48 am - Six months and counting....
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GET SET! GO!
so yeah i have six months before the BIG move of 2008!!
thats right. i am moving to new hampshire in june 2008. im going to Chester college for writing i will attend it for four years!! woot
i will also be accompanied by my boyfriend/fiance. whatever you call em!
and if we like it enough we may live there permanet.
my job situation is fixed.
transfer to fye in derry,NH which is 11 minutes from the skool.
ryan will transfer to a stop and shop around there. it'll be kool.
so we will live in either DErry or Salem new hampshire. havent fully decided on which one as of yet!!
but i cant wait to leave woonsocket.
not that i will be missed.
well thats my breaking news for now!!
ttyl,
Jess
current mood: happy
current music: be4 im dead-kidney theives
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Saturday, October 6th, 2007
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11:35 pm - btw...
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ha..so everyone is either at college or is going
great for you all. best of luck.
i spend all my time writing mah book and working....
BUT!!! maybe mah book will be done soon.
i hopes.
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11:32 pm - missing things.....
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Okay so i have been thinking lately that there are alot of things that i miss. I know i shouldnt live in the past. what the fuck eva!! anyway...its been plaguing my mind and here is what i got so far:
1.I miss concerts with friends.
2.Sleepovers
3. Sneaking alcohol from parents
4.staying out late and not caring
5. trips to the mall for no fucking reason
6. beacon
7. being "funiture"
8. going to christmas bazaars at a church and finding a ouija board
9.EmCing a variety show
10. My friends
11. My friends believing in me
12. my old room
13. my dogs
14.people calling me
15. taking thee RIPTA
16. lenny
17. thinking i am a bad ass..lol
18. those who are reading this..you are the ones that i miss with all my heart!!
dont get me wrong. I am extremely happy with where i am in life..i just miss certain things and people. although i will never tell them that. and they will probably never read this. Because i am hated by them.
O.O
But it's all the truth and...to someone special
"The Ghost Of You"
I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died, we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
Ever...
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
If I fall
If I fall (down)
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...
((anywho message me people and ill give ya meh new teleyphone numba
<3 Jess
current mood:  curious
current music: godsmack-whatever
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Sunday, December 3rd, 2006
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8:34 pm - ....
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Lets try an update.
i live with ryan
i still work at fye
i quit cvs bc people ther sucked.
my family hates me
they think i am and idiot for moving.
im not rich anymore.
and.. i couldnt be happier!
i have everything i need.
and im gonna start writing again
love peace and chicken grease
current mood: bouncy
current music: keep the dream alive- meryl cassie
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Friday, September 29th, 2006
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9:55 pm - buisness
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well i guess no one keeps their mouth shut ne more. yes i dropped outta ric. and i love it. i have a new job and i make 11 dollars an hour. plus 50 extra cents an hour for working third shift. i still work at strawberries too and i am moving out in two weeks. i also got an invite to have another audition for amda and i am contemplating going. and i even want to apply to film skool for next year. ryan and i are still awesome. and i enjoy it..... plus i get to sleep next to him every night... and i am gonna get a tatoo soon. things are great! i am so happy.
peace
Jessicles
current mood: ecstatic
current music: tool-the pot
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Tuesday, August 8th, 2006
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12:45 pm - inside
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okay, now it is time for an update.
saturday night my mom fiinally allowed me to sleep over ryan's house. like she actually gave me permission. and i was so excited. my life was getting better and i was finally treated like an adult. there was only one problem. no one told my father. so the next morning i got home and i was with ryan. my dad asked where i was and i told him and then went upstairs to change for work. ryan left and i got in my father's truck to go to work. he started yelling at me about how i am irresponsible and he doesnt want me to wind up pregnant. he says im not ready. FUCK THAT> no one is ever ready to be. things just happen. im not saying it wouldnt thrill me and it wouldnt mess up my plans. but no amount of preparation can ever prepare anyone for having a kid. but anyway, he said as long as i am living under his roof i cannot do the following:
*sleep at ryan's
*stay out late
*get a piercing
*get a tatoo
*go anywhere i want
that is so much bullshit. im finally gonna be old enough to do what i want and now i cant because i have to live here for free, so i have to do as they tell me. i swear i wanna slit their throats....
as for the whole friend problem i dont know what to do. i mean that friend has been one of my best friends for a while. but everytime i think about what they did i cry. i ball my eyes out. he took away innocence. away a dream. they took away a chance to be with someone you love. and no one can ever get that back. i juss wanna hurt them. but i cant and i feel so helpless bc its not my buisness and at the same time it is. because they hurt you. alot
and as for my whole ryan thing. things are wonderful. and he spoiles me. buys me food when im hungry and drinks and cds and movies.... and he's gonna help with my car insurance. i cant help thinking its too good to be true... *sigh* silly me
current mood: confused
current music: how soon is now-love spit love
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Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
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1:12 pm - College
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YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!
~~I GOT INTO RHODE ISLAND COLLEGE!!!!!!! HURRAH FOR ME. I AM SO EXCITED I'VE BEEN CALLING LIKE EVERYONE. YIPPIE!!! IM NOT A LOSER ANYMORE. IM GOING TO COLLEGE!!!!!!!!~~ wHOOOOHOOOO
current mood: ecstatic
current music: eNJOY THE SILENCE
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Monday, July 24th, 2006
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12:22 pm - the sickness
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so yesterday i was sick. i had a fever and no one was home they all left. so i watched star wars a new hope and then ryan came over and took care of me because i was so weak. then we playd star wars trivia pursuit. i won of course. ive only seen each film a billon times. but he tried so hard. lol. ne way..... i miss shmegs!!! call me damnit'
current mood:  sad
current music: down with the sickness-disturbed
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